Last night I happened to pick up my J1 diary/handbook thingy and I realised that, today marks one year and one month since I _. Really alot has happened, I am quite amused how what I feel towards you can be from both extremes. But I guess that's what happens when you're so impulsive you dont think before you do or say aything. But I think things are fine now, and it's improving in a way that I reckon should be healthy, so hopefully things stay this way :)
Dont't mind the blabber. It's been quite a bad week at school. I think it's Satan or the negative side of me that keeps telling myself I can't make it, it's like I've lost pretty much lots of hope in myself and I feel incapable of handling my subjects. I dont know how people could look to me to solve A maths questions last time, it's like, you mean I was that smart??
Okay self-confidence and motivation at an all-time low. Not emo.
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